beginnings

i realized last night that i created something. not just something, but someone. that blew my mind. how does that happen? i mean, i know how it happens. we created something that didn't exisit. how crazy is that? that is so freaking awesome! not only did i make someone, but i made someone that is so beautiful, i never want to stop looking at her. i am in awe of her. she is my baby. and she's growing up so fast!

i hugged my mom. she said 'thank you for being my daughter.' i replied to her 'thank you for making me. you made me. duuuuuude....' that has been one comment she has not recieved from any of her 3 children before. :)


we watched grey's anatomy on thursday. it was the 5th season finale. oh goodness. tearjerker!
anyway, meridith usually has a voiceover at the end of the show. this week it resonates with me. not only does it work for my baby girl, but also for the other most important person in my life.
"did you say it? 'i love you. i dont ever want to live without you. you changed my life.'"

so here i say it. for all of internet land to see. i love you. i dont ever want to live without you. you have changed my life. i can't wait to see what God has in store for us. :*